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Crabby Old Woman


Someday this will be us…….







When an old lady died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital



near Dundee Scotland, it was believed that she had nothing left of



any value. Later, when the nurses were going through her meager



possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so



impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every



nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Ireland. The old



lady’s sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the



Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the North Ireland



Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been



made based on her simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old



Scottish lady, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the



author of this “anonymous” poem winging across the Internet:



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What do you see, nurses?



What do you see?



What are you thinking



When you’re looking at me?



A crabby old woman,



Not very wise,



Uncertain of habit,



With faraway eyes?



Who dribbles her food



And makes no reply



When you say in a loud voice,



“I do wish you’d try!”



Who seems not to notice



The things that you do,



And forever is losing



A stocking or shoe?



Who, resisting or not,



Lets you do as you will,



With bathing and feeding,



The long day to fill?



Is that what you’re thinking?



Is that what you see?



Then open your eyes, nurse,



You’re not looking at me.



I’ll tell you who I am



As I sit here so still,



As I do at your bidding,



As I eat at your will.



I’m a small child of ten



With a father and mother,



Brothers and sisters,



Who love one another.



A young girl of sixteen



With wings on her feet



Dreaming that soon now



A lover she’ll meet.



A bride soon at twenty,



My heart gives a leap,



Remembering the vows



That I promised to keep.



At twenty-five now,



I have young of my own,



Who need me to guide



And a secure happy home.



A woman of thirty,



My young now grown fast,



Bound to each other



With ties that should last.



At forty, my young sons



Have grown and are gone,



But my man’s beside me



To see I don’t mourn.



At fifty once more,



Babies play round my knee,



Again we know children,



My loved one and me.



Dark days are upon me,



My husband is dead,



I look at the future,



I shudder with dread.



For my young are all rearing



Young of their own,



And I think of the years



And the love that I’ve known.



I’m now an old woman



And nature is cruel;



‘Tis jest to make old age



Look like a fool.



The body, it crumbles,



Grace and vigor depart,



There is now a stone



Where I once had a heart.



But inside this old carcass



A young girl still dwells,



And now and again,



My battered heart swells.



I remember the joys,



I remember the pain,



And I’m loving and living



Life over again.



I think of the years



All too few, gone too fast,



And accept the stark fact



That nothing can last.



So open your eyes, people,



Open and see,



Not a crabby old woman;



Look closer . . see ME!!





Remember this poem when you next meet an old person



who you might brush aside without looking at the young



soul within .


 




Copyright Val Baxter: reproduced with permission.

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